I had therapy on friday… its took me until now to even think about it really. It was tough.
We talked about my mum, and dad, as well as my sister. I’ve none talked about my relationship with them so much.
T hadn’t realised there was as much to tell.
She believes though that EMDR can help. Maybe it will who knows.
All I know for sure is that the more I think, the more I realise my family just didn’t like me. They just saw me as the bad one of the bunch. Thats hurts to know…. T actually said in session that she was glad I had cut off all contact with my dad.
Does that mean she was upset by what I said?? I don’t even know.
Anyway, I’ll write more tomorrow. If I have time, or want to….