My child parts make me look like a damn idiot. I feel like an idiot. When will I grow the fuck up. I’m just a fool. Playing around like a child. Does anyonr even like me. Does anyone find thr real me funny.
I think I’m annoying. Am I? I hate being me. It’s a piss take. People jist need to be honest. Why do I even care what people might think. Why does it matter? I can’t control myself
Having DID and child parts isn’t my fault. Them acting silly isn’t either. Yet it’s effected my whole life. I’ve been a loner. With few friends, if any at all. Would I have anyone at all now if it wasn’t for SO??
I’m just a fucked up person. Simple as that.