I’m hiding but you don’t know that you made me feel this way.
Crushed up in my corner waiting for what you may say.
Accepting that i won’t hear from you not even at all.
Daggers in my heart as i’m feeling unable to call.
Supported by a system broken by my own hand.
Feeling alone only my own footprints in the sand.
I need you but i’m stubborn and i’m proving i can.
Manage this without needing away hearts ran.
Pushing you away sadly but you don’t even know.
The conflict and torment that’s hit me with a blow.
I’m hurting regarding you i don’t even know why.
Could be remedied with a simple e-mail asking how i’m getting by.
I’m over thinking something which requires no thought at all.
Maybe i learnt that from you with the way sometimes your words fall.
I feel overcome with a need to be stupidly mad.
Causing inside a pain that’s so stupidly sad.
It’s almost like we’ve lost you and i don’t even know how we did.
Realising you maybe are not the only one who can help us get rid.
I don’t know what happened and i don’t know what to do.
I wish i wasn’t so stubborn but principal stops me e-mailing you.