My body just decided to remind me I have endometriosis. (As if I haven’t got enough to think about this season) he left side of my pelvis hurts sooooo bad. It’s only started this last hour, it feels like someone is stabbing my left ovary. 😦 the pain gets more subtle along to my right side. It there but nowhere near as bad as on the left. It needs to stop, we have to go to SOs mums tomorrow afternoon. I don’t wanna stay home.
I’ve been doing so well getting out. SOs mums and friends yesterday, then today I managed to go to my sisters to drop off presents and have a catch up with a cup of tea, and saw my niece and nephew. Then we went to my brothers to drop off my other nieces presents, and stayed there for a bit. Then on the way home I said we could call at friends before we had to do last minute grocery shopping, they weren’t home so we went straight for groceries. Then came home. I am pleased that I managed to do those things. That’s more than I’ve managed in weeks.
Tomorrow as it’s christmas eve, we need to visit SOs dads and his mums to droo off presents. We’ll be staying at both places for an hour, maybe more at his mums. So I want to feel okay and I want to be able to go. I need to do it if I can.
Only i can take steps to cure my anxiety and worry, no one can do it for me. I really am trying hard. So hard it’s silly. I wish there were a way for people to see how difficult it is for me.
I am so pleased with sunday and monday though so so pleased.
Proud I managed to go, and pleased those things are done with.
I’m gonna go now.