These are just stupid feelings. How can she say I am being maladaptive? Or that my beliefs are maladaptive. That’s stupid. She is saying my thoughts cause my emotional problems. Er no horrible men did that. What the fuckkk. Yeah she might think I have stupid beliefs over blame but this is my life and she wasn’t there. She doesn’t know what people said. She’s stupid. Fucking maladaptive. She can take her maladaptive whatevers and fuck it right off.
How also does she think my sister was meant to protect me? She’s only a couple year older than me. That’s stupid. She isn’t gonna make me hate my sister. Shivon has been right all this time. Telling her stuff is stupid. Thisbis stupid. She’s not gonna make me angry I don’t feel angry at nobody but her! The mother isn’t making wrong choices. Don’t be ridiculous. She’s been a stupid selfish bitch like always. I don’t have anything useful so she doesn’t need me. Fuck off with your stupid reasoning. Wrong choices, bullshit. Shitty mother more like. Fuck all of them i don’t evwn care. Yeah lets forgive mother cause she’s struggling to accept that she fucked up and that’s why she been a shit excuse for a mother. Whatever! That excuse is lame to give up on your kids!
And just to add I wasnt gaining mastery in no fucking world at all! Don’t be so ridiculous. I had no control over what the did once they had me. What the hell? How was I gaining mastery.
That email was 100% fucking stupid.