I don’t know why but I keep struggling to get on here and write things down. I cant bring myself to document stuff. does anyone else ever feel like that? Im starting to go to therapy once a fortnight now. so that’s more often. that’s good. hopefully it will help. shes good and really cares about me. I know it. im the only person she has any contact with from her nhs work. she says theres something about me that makes people care. she means a lot to me. im grateful to have her to help me.
so thanks anita.
I cant wait to see her next Friday. I think I wanna talk about my mum. I don’t wanna get upset though. my mum upsets me. and she shouldn’t. I shouldn’t care.
anyways im going. its late