Don’t feel to bad today. Calmed down a little.had a long bath and chilled. Helped some elderly people do some bits and bats. That made me feel good. I like to be helpful. Ill write more tomorrow but today i don’t feel too bad. sad but not bad. I wish t would email me back. I think she’s mad cause I cut. Fuck her and what she thinks. I don’t care. She makes me mad. Bitch. I don’t care anyway. I really don’t care.